I'm pissed.
so fucking pissed at myself for even forgetting something so important.
exasperation.
and the fucking tears wont stop falling.
one pathetic month of enduring.
forget the upcoming birthday
i'll never forget this year's.
this could well be my last chance
and i totally blew it.
so near,yet so far
maybe our paths will never cross again.
ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS
IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE.
IT WAS A TO HAVE
YOU.