Went to watch confessions of a shopaholic today, the movie was great. Something's been bothering me since yesterday, though. And i guess i gotta say this.
Friend,
Ever since we started texting again, you seemed different from before. You dont seem to care anymore, unlike last time, and even though you say you enjoy texting me, it just doesnt feel that way to me. The replies that you give.. I'm sure you know the difference, too. Which is when I realised: you dont need me anymore. It's somebody else you need now, and I dont blame you for that. Considering the way you say I treated you in the past, you could've turned your back on me and walked away at the first second, but you didnt, and I'm grateful for that. I guess I should be contented with what I have, and accept the fact that maybe things wouldnt be the same anymore. I'm sorry for the attitude in the past, I'm serious when I said I dont remember a thing. And lastly, thank you. For acting like you care, even though I know you dont really give a damn. Thank you.
-SP, thanks for being there for me. I still think that wasnt the best place to talk, though. (:
ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS
IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE.
IT WAS A TO HAVE
YOU.