Its time i faced up to it, and stop running away.
One down, one more to go.
Thinking of the best solution and hoping it works.
Good luck to me(:
ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS
IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE.
IT WAS A TO HAVE
YOU.
Iwannabenice.
Sigh~
My life seems to be full of misunderstandings, doesnt it?
I just feel like getting everyone together to sort this out once and for all.
Talk it out, get it over with, and move on.
There are some things that I wished I knew sooner,
Instead of knowing about it only now.
Worse still, not being able to do anything about it.
And when friends are involved, it totally sucks to the max.
& i dont get it.
Yes, i know that you want to portray youself as a nice guy in her eyes.
But there's no need to lie and shift the blame to someone else, is there?
To make it seem like you are innocent, does that make you happy?
Lies, time and again.
You know it in your heart, there's nothing more for me to say.
To future manfriend
"
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.
-William Shakespeare
Mistake.
The only mistake I made, was to realise the growing distance between us, and allowing it to happen.
But I'm glad I did, and all else that happened after that. Because otherwise, I would never have known the type of person you really are.
But I'm glad I did, and all else that happened after that. Because otherwise, I would never have known the type of person you really are.
"
" Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you’re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says, ‘that’s her.’ "
I wonder if i'll ever find this guy.