Dont tell me I'm important to you. As far as I know, I may bloody well be near the bottom of the list. If someone were that important to you, your actions will show even if you dont tell them. The thought of doing something for the person you like counts more than actually doing the thing itself.
And please, dont make promises you cant keep. Dont tell me lies, over and over again. Dont hold my hand time and again if you dont mean it, its not funny. Stop telling me we're so near yet so far, stop giving me bullshit, stop using me. I'm not a fucking plaything that you can toy with.
this post is just about certain people and a small portion of my frustration, not directed at any particular person unless you're guilty of it
ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS
IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE.
IT WAS A TO HAVE
YOU.