ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS
IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE.
IT WAS A TO HAVE
YOU.
happy teachers' day
Skipped school today. Stayed at home, decided not to go alphs. Chatted with friends over the phone, went online, chatted somemore. Everything was fine and, dang. I suddenly missed you.badly. I wonder how it happens. It just comes as a fast rocket, hitting me when i'm defenceless. You plummet straight into my heart, like a bullet i cant remove, lodged deep within.
Everything you do just catches my attention. Your smile, your laughter, your pain just makes me want to love you even more. I've fallen for you - all over again.
-you'll learn to let go,eventually.have patience.
I've always wanted to know nothing but the truth.But the fact is, truths are never nice.and they are never easy to handle.I should have realised my mistake long ago, but i didnt. Hearing the truth almost broke me into half,but this was what i wanted to hear,and i have to accept it. Its time i changed to a better me. i just hope that i can get a second chance.Can I?
Memorable Friday
had fun in school, playing some game i just learnt and hitting lotsa people.especially meng kian. he was so guillable! me and nic had a fun time teasing him from school all the way to orchard.after school,went to celebrate Joanna's birthday.I have to admit, it was the best birthday celebration i've ever attended.I'm hoping to have one on my birthday too.hahah.almost had a sore throat from all that shouting and singing at kbox. after that, me, nicolette, bryan, aaron and meng kian went somewhere to do something discreet. hahah. went home with Meng Kian, and i have to say, stop trying to act like a nerd la! hahah.what happened on the way home, i'm keeping mum in order not to satisfy some people's curiousity.haha! (:
-seeing u there made me feel...whole again.
in a nutshell
promos are around the corner, and I havent started studying. so, from tomorrow onwards, i will be night studying with nicolette until 9pm.oh joy.anyhow, nicolette is helping my with this post, talking in my ear and making me type out word for word what she tells me.According to her, I am supposed to be amazed at the amount of brain juice that I have.hahah. for someone who is watchig the volleyball olympics, she's certaintly got a load of comments.okay, right back to myself.me, me and me.Genting's a bore, especially when you're there with your parents and your granny. I have to say,12 hours to genting is a little too extreme. it made me waste 2 days of my life, and I missed the basketball match, which was just as lousy, really. buck up, people.