i feel like everyone has a part of me, and the little things that they do affect me.
i wished it wasnt this way.
that i wouldnt feel so vulnerable, so needy for something to stop the pain
that i would be able to hold myself together, all on my own.
that all the other wounds wouldnt start hurting too when a new one appears.
ABANDON INSTINCT. I WAS
IN A LOOP OF A VISCOUS CIRCLE.
IT WAS A TO HAVE
YOU.